❤️MY FEELINGS❤️
IF YOU FOUND THIS PAGE THEN IT MEANS YOU ARE LITERALL INSIDE MY HEART
ON 14TH FEB MIDNIGHT 02:02 I LOST MY EVERTHING
THE PERSON WHO LOVES ME THE MOST LEAVES THE MATERIAL GROSS BODY
AT THAT POINT I CAN'T EVEN THINK WHAT EMOTIONAL TO SHOW WHAT TO DO
MERE DADA BTATE THE KI JAB WO CHOTE THE UNKE DAD BHI KABHI NHI PADATE THE HE USED TO SAY KHETI KAR
BUT MERE DADA KE DADA NE BHI UNKA SUPPORT KIYA AND BOLE TU PADD ME DUNGA PESE AND ALL EXPENSES
THEN TAB MERE DADA PADE AND UNKO CALL LETTER AAYA FIR MERE DADA PEHLE MILITARY THEN KAFI BRANCES AND SUPPORT KE BAAD HE GOT JOB THEN UNHONE JOB KARI THEN WHEN HE GOT HIS FIRST SALLERY HE GOT TO KNOW THAT HIS DADA IS NO MORE
NOW AT THAT DAY I CAN FEEL THE PAIN HE GOT THROUGHT OF LOSING A BELOVED ONE WHO CARED MORE THEN HIS LIFE FOR SOMEONE. EVEN AT THE TIME OF DEATH MY DADA JI WAS ONLY THINKING ABOUT MY GOOD TO PAY MY COLLEGE FEES
UNHONE APNI POORI STORY KAFI BAAR SUNAI KI WO PEHLE WAHA REHTE THE THEN WAHA SHIFTING HUI THEN YE JOB WO JOB SAB OFFICERS AND FRIEND
BUT I WAS A FOOL TO NO TO RECORD OR WRITE ALL THAT NOW I REGREAT KI KAHI WRITE KI HOTA TO AAJ UNKI SABHI YAADE IS WEBPAGE PE HOTI AND I CAN REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE MOMORIES
AB MEIN CHAHKE BHI KUCH NHI KAR SAKTA AB KESE SUNU UNKI STORY
BACPAN SE HAMESHA SATH SULATE THE EK HI FOLDING ME SABHA SCHOOL JATE HUE RAGAD KE NILHANA THEN UNKI WO POEM UTHO SAVERE RAGAD KE NAHAO THEN THEN WO DOODH BANATE FIR SCHOOL BHEJTE THEN WAPAS AAKE MEIN UNSE PESE MANGTA JEB MESE 10,20 RUPPEE NIKALKE FIR ME SAROJINI(GHAR KE PASS KE) CHOLE KULCHE LAAKE KHATA THEN HAMEHSA MERI HI FIKR KI KIS MERKO KISI CHEEZ KI KABHI KAMI NA HO EVEN MERE DAD ITNI FIKR NHI KARTE JITNI UNHONE KI EVEN MERE DAD NE PADANE SE MANA KARDIA AFTER 10TH FEES KO LEKE STILL MY BELOVED DADA SHOWED UP KI KOI BAAT NHI ME DUNGA PESE TU FIKR MAT KAR
THEN AFTER THAT 12TH COMPLETE WITH FIRST GRADE MARKS MY DADA JI WAS VERY HAPPY THEN COLLEGE AAYA I CHOOSE MAIT WHICH WAS PRIVATE STILL DAD KA MADAD KARTE AGAIN DADA JI SAID ME HUNA ME PADAUNGA TU FIKR MAT KAR THEN AT THE AGE OF 81 WHEN I JOINED COLLEGE PAID MY COLLEGE FEES AND I SCORED GOOD HE WAS VERY HAPPY TO KNOW THEN ON 07 JAUNUARY 2025 WHEN I WOKE UP HE WAS LAYING PARALLEL TO THE BED I WOKE UP GAVE THE NABULIZER AND THEN CALLED AMBULANCE TOOK HIM TO HOSPITAL.
DID EVERYTHING JO BHI ME KAR SAKA STILL HAD TO FACE THAT DAY
AB TO BSS
AANKHO ME AASU HAI DIL ME UNKI YAADE
UNKE JANE KA DUMM OR WAPAS NA AANE KA GUMM
AB BHI YAAD AATA HAI UNKA PYAARA CHEHRA
HAR SUBHA UNKI HI YAADE LATA HAI
AB TO BSS UNKI YAADO KA SAHARA HAI MERE PASS
PAR UNKI KAMI KA DARD HAI BETAAB
ABHI BHI LAGTA HAI JAB PHONE KARUNGA TO UTHAYENGE WO
PAR AB DIL KO PATA HAI KI SIRF YAADE HAI WO
OR BS PRAY HI KARTA HU KRISHNA BHAGWAN JI SE
JAHA BHI HO KHUSH HO OR HAMESHA MERE KAREEB HO
AND ONE LAST AND MOST IMPORTANT THING I WILL NEVER FORGET JO KUCH BHI MEIN AAJ HU UNKE AASHIRWAD SE HU
LOVE YOU BABA
THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING
❤️
The Journey
He started his career at a place where guns were made. His training took place in Lucknow, where he learned the discipline and skills required for his future. Later, in his second posting, he was assigned to the telecommunications department in Agra.
Wishing to settle in Delhi, he hoped for a transfer there. But life had other plans. Instead of Delhi, he was sent to Nagpur, and from there, later to Hyderabad.
After years of service and moving across cities, his journey finally brought him to Delhi — the place he always wanted.
This was the path of his hard work, dedication, and patience.